begone

2010-04-03T14:34:00.002+08:00

wooo~ ages and ages since I update my blog.
LOL! kind of boring right now. nothing to do.
anyway, got myself into poly. (: but not the expected poly that I want. ouchh....
almost 1/3 of our classmates get into NP. happy for them.
it's the full stop of Class SM now. SM have to move on. GOOD LUCK TO YOU GUYS!
study hard in poly! Let's meet up one day or maybe I will be organising chalet again!
HAHAHAHAHAAH! really miss them, esp. GF. LOL!
happy for her too. get herself into poly. NP somemore. wow~~

after 5th, I'm going to do it!

after so so long!!!!

hope she is mentally prepared! HAHA! though I know the answer wont be the one that I expected from her. hai.

I really really miss her so so much! though it's not meant to be!

HAI!

2010-01-25T21:51:00.002+08:00

after 1 1/2 months,
I'm back. hehehe!
Been working non-stop for the month. but sad to say,
my money is all gone. :(
I'm so desperate for money right now. didnt even have time nor money to shop for New Year clothes!!
cant wait for my last pay to be in on 7th! still have to wait for another 2weeks!
Shit me! How can i spend my money that fast?! I really hate myself!
last day of work will be on the 31st. will be free after that. (: (: (:

another problem,
what can it be?
Sadly... we didnt been sms-ing for the past 4days. That's hurt.
after getting to see him, i realised that the feeling is not fading yet.
I still care for him. my heart hurts.
we two should not have feelings for each other at all. It's totally in a mess now.
Right now, how I wish you could take the initative to sms me..
but I doubt you will.
Someone please tell me what to do next. I really need help.
You hurts me many many times!

2009-12-14T21:19:00.003+08:00

Short hair and straight hair.
LOL!

realised that I haven been updating my blog for quite some time.
oops~~~

have been working for 2 months already. spent my pay off within one day.
I have to control myself.
I need to buy a new phone next month. my target!
I want a tattoo! but I cant. aiyo. someone dont allow.
hahaha! shall listen to him yeah. :P :P :P

awaiting for Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 to show. I want to watch. (: (:
28 or 29?? :P :D

2009-11-22T17:42:00.010+08:00

super duper long didnt update my blog alr.
feel as if it's rotting.

for the month of NOVEMBER:
(06.11.2009)
i'm quite pissed off.
are you sure I dont care at all?
......
I do alright.
you are what I need.

(07.11.2009)
went for Izzat's birthday chalet after work.
stayed for a while and went home after that.
home at 12.30am.

(08.11.2009-11.11.2009)
went Langkawi for holiday.
what can I say about?
It's pretty fun and the scenery is nice.
I will go back there again, I swear! haha!

too many to be uploaded. so I will only upload this few.
haha.

(08.11.2009)
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO :
Jiayi!
Danny Brother.
Darling Ezat! :D :D

(12.11.2009)
Happy 19th Birthday to Elin.

(20.11.2009)
AOFA CA test.
think can pass uh. :)
I want to get good grades this semster.
hehe.

(17.11.2009)
Happy 19th Birthday to JolynWong.
:)

(21.11.2009)
Happy 21st Birthday to my twin cousins!
out for lunch with darling izzat at CCK.
this is the second date uh after 1year plus.
LOL.
thanks for treating me and I owe you a treat for next time. :)
chatted with him and he knew my secrets.
fun chatting with him eh.
aftermaths,
cousin came to fetch me and off to Singapore Expo (MaxPavilion) to watch AngelaZhang's mini concert.

concert finished at around 9plus.
and had a group photo with her,
:)
went to ClarkeQuay 'The Forbidden City' where my cousin's husband work at to have supper and drink.
cousin sent me home at around 1.30am.
home was so empty. parents went back Malaysia and brother not home yet.
hai.
chatted with danny brother till 4.15am. :D
khai called in for a while only.
slept at 5.30am.

untrustful

2009-11-03T22:25:00.002+08:00

It's such a dirty mess imperfect at it's best.
nobody will know what will happen next.

I shouldnt believe you. everything is one-sided.
too much hopes on it.
I'm trying to pull myself out of the mess.
been pulling too hard and hurt myself much.
tears just fall whenever i think what you did.

Guga had been a good listening ear to me.
I really really love her so much and also
appreciated her alot.

Alright,
I will start to have a new life soon.
being available isnt bad.
haha.
(: (:

Lastly,
I cant wait for my pay to come.
too much things to buy!
Birthday presents for my friends and something to pamper myself.

Might be changing to new phone next month or so. :D

2009-10-26T21:24:00.005+08:00

I really really love this bear alot.
Special thanks to the SPECIAL one. :) :)

2009-10-21T01:34:00.002+08:00

another one week is coming to an end.
awww...
I really really felt very sad today.
due to something which i dont feel like saying at all.
:(

went slacking with the girls at Suntec for a while before heading down to GJ.
saw weesan and kityee at Cine.
it's been long long time i didnt see them.
Guga and Jess went off first and left me alone.
I dont feel like going home early recently.
and I do not know why. LOL!
slacked until 11pm before headed back home.
:D :D
home at 11plus.

anyway,
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!
i'm finally 19!!
HOHOHOHOHO!!!!~

~~it's blissful to have you by my side.~~
~~how i wish today will never end.~~

(19 October 2009)
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY to :
JASLYN
AMANDA
WEESAN
YONGSHENG!

2009-10-12T21:01:00.002+08:00

Alot of things came into my mind.
I've been thinking alot alot alot.
which makes me cant sleep in the night.

Driving Practical Test is coming soon in 20October.
And I yet been learning for the past one month.
Will only get to learn on 19October.
SHIT!
I seriously seriously hope I can pass.
I do not want to waste any of my parents' money agn.
NO MORE!

Been listening to one song while chatting with Tet.
She and Guga been listening to my craps.
And they really helped me.
And now I know,
I know what to do.
:) :)

I just hope 21October wont come.
cancelling off 21st October on all your calendar!

2009-10-06T23:04:00.002+08:00

I just got another Guess wallet yesterday. This can be my fourth guess wallet alr.
hahaha!
Huge fan of Guess uh. LOL!
in future,
I want a Guess handbag, Guess heels, Guess jeans, everything from Guess.
hehe!

Outing tmr again.
Pedicure.
I cant wait for tmr to arrive. :D :D

After yesterday,
I'm really happy.
I know the answer now.
I do too. :) :) :) :) :) :)

2009-10-04T23:31:00.016+08:00

I was back from Taiwan on 28Sept 2009.
The 5days trip was fun.
How I wish I can stay there for a little more.
As promised with Ben.Chia,
we decided to go there after 2or 3years. It's our deal!
Jiayi, ON?? haha!

alot of photos will be uploaded to my blog. more than 200photos. Gosh~
but I will be uploading a few only.
for more, go to view at my fb. hehe!
:D

drinking session in Miss Cynthia's room.
LOL!
I got drunk. :P
and I kept scolding "f* you lah!"

Class Chalet.
30 Sept 2009 till 02 Oct 2009.

what you think you are doing, GUGA?
hehe!

I and guga got drunk after drinking this.
LOL!
I was so unglamorous I tell you.
I slapped dan, thaslim and fareed.
F* me! why I will do this stupid things?!
arghhh..
a million apologies to them. SORRY!
and also thanks for letting me slap uh.
hahahaha!
I heard alot of stupid stuffs that I did when I'm drunk.
shittttt.....
what holding people's hands and do not want to let go, slapping,
switching off the TV, cried.
GOSH~~~~
:P :P :P
and this is the first time in my life that I got so drunk until I vomitted TWICE!
:(

2nd Day.

Grandma's alright. She's resting at my cousin's house now.
She's have to rest for two whole months. awww.!

I will be going Langkawi on November. Cool. Air tickets booked!
that means I wont be attending school for 3 or 4days in Mid November.
hahaha!

2009-09-20T01:08:00.002+08:00

been enjoy-ing my holidays for the past few days.
:D

luggage pack half-way.
in another few more days, I will be off to TAIWAN.
my first time taking plane. sounds SUA-GU right ? hehe.
I cant wait for the day to come.

grandma will be having an operation on Wednesday.
I'm so so so worried for her. hope everything goes well and she can walk properly after the operation. :)
God bless her, please!

have a big QUARREL with my mum on Thurs.
all due to the Taiwan trip.
hai. am I born to make her angry?
but partially is her fault. as you all know, parents dont even know is their fault.
even if they know, they will act BLUR! F*** them!
I felt so hurt.
until now, I still do not have much things to talk to them.
is best to keep my mouth shut now.

Yesterday,
met Guga at JP in the afternoon.
sell my phone for the pathetic $70.
is so LOW!
walked around JP for awhile and I spent almost $80 for only few hours.
How great uh!
Home at 8pm and met jiayi for dinner at my house downstairs.
Ben was working as a waiter there that's why.
Stupid him! He made us eat at Blk 212 while he works at Blk 211!
arghhh. called him umpteen times and he doesnt want to pick up.
after 15calls from me, he finally picked up.
:)
chatted with him after his work till 11plus.
Home after.
I missed my friends so much!

2009-09-09T14:54:00.011+08:00

Long post flooded with photos!
:D

25 August 2009.
Nyssa's 18th Birthday.
Finally 18th uh.
1991~ :P

Her's Birthday!
Your Highness!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Army Open House on 03.09.2009.

Exams are finally over today.
Holidays now. whooooo~

Driving Revision Lesson: 11 Sept 2009, 14 Sept 2009

Taiwan Trip: 24 Sept to 28 Sept 2009.

Class Chalet: 30 Sept to 02 Oct 2009.

Driving Test: 20 Oct 2009.

Busy busy month for me!

(06.09.2009)

Happy 19th Birthday to Joseph!

Happy Birthday to my Dearest 'Bro', Kevin!

(07.09.2009)

Happy 19th Birthday to Hou Jun!

(08.09.2009)

Happy 19th Birthday To Khairi!

Hope you like the present!

(09.09.2009)

Happy 19th Birthday to Wai Mun!

Enjoy!

2009-08-23T15:51:00.005+08:00

When I'm down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I'm sad and confused
When it all gets turned around and 'round
I can't seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I've believed in seems untrue
All I have to do

Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I sacrificed my time and my heart.
I gave you my all and what you do.

You stepped on me, you walked on me.
Boy, you left your FOOTPRINTS ON MY
HEART broken crying over the way you left your
FOOTPRINTS ON MY
HEART aching you ran all over me and left your
FOOTPRINTS ON MY HEART
MY HEART.

Love me or Leave me
I dont mind.
My heart cant take this pain.
We had something so beautiful
But now it's not the same
SO I GOTTA LET THIS GO

that's what I can say now.
letting go.
no more tears, no more thinkings.
trying to dump every single little thoughts off.
into a place where I can never find it again.
Right now,
I'm looking forward and forward.

watched "UP 3D" with my cousins at 11.30pm yesterday.
is quite hilarious and I love RUSSELL
he's cute and chubby.

:D

finally after months and months,
I got myself to watch movie.

2009-08-22T00:27:00.002+08:00

supposed to present our EVM slides today.
but that ~~Grace Cheong~~,
too paranoid. said we cant use her laptop without scanning the Thumbdrive.
what the ....!
WHATEVER!

how come other teachers wont be the same like her?
can she not be too paranoid?!
arghhhh....

Let me grumble!

Slack outside school till 2pm.
Tet went for her drumming lesson.
while the others went to JE library to do the TPS slides.
(DAN, GUGA & SYAFIQ)

tet came to find us at 3.30pm.
off we go for lunch at IMM.
after,
slacked under the block.
this maybe the first time i slacked with them under the block.
:) More to come...

girls' talk, skatboarding, chit-chat.
emotional.
I really dont understand myself for the week.
I get emotional easily and teared.
why? why is this happened to me?
LOVE, studies?
I feel like giving up. it's hurting me.

Exams are coming up in 3 weeks time.
and I have yet study. I do not have any mood to study.
save me please.

stop toying around. be serious.

2009-08-19T19:32:00.002+08:00

EVM presentation on Thursday/Friday.
I'm nervous.
heart is pumping very fast.
:(

TPS presentation on Monday.
still not even done yet.
hai..

can someone stop acting innocent.
stop acting blur.
please.
i had enough. really enough.
i'm so not going to say about you anymore.

2009-08-15T11:36:00.008+08:00

(06.08.2009)
Is R.Guga's birthday.
as usual,
we gave her a surprise.

This had been what I have been doing since last year.
giving my beloved friends surprise during their birthday.
:D

outside school,,

(: (: (:

After,
heading towards town.

This is what we do.

Slacking at Gloria Jeans till 8plus.
home-d.
:D

(14.08.2009)
changed and headed town agn after school.
early dismissal today.
great yeah.
:D
SOMEONE kept disturbing me in the bus.
guga should know who.
:P
that idiot! :P :P
bought present for jess.
couple watch. :) will give her on thurs itself.
slacking at Gloria Jeans agn as usual.

home-d at 9pm.

tmr will be Li Shan's birthday.
:D :D
sweet 19th!

2009-08-04T19:36:00.009+08:00

Overdue photos.
Events.
Masters of the Hunt, Futsal Tournament 2009 and Inter-Class Dodge Ball Competition.
It's so Happening since last week!
I enjoyed myself!

(01.08.2009)
supposely to go for Wilber's autograph session at IMM,
but I'm having driving lesson.
awww.
forget it!

Rainie Yang's Concert at St. James Power House.
Thanks cousin for your free ticket.
01.08.2009

Our event.
Dodge Ball Competition.
(04.08.2009)

certificate for the helpers.

A small token for the referee.

2009-07-20T22:43:00.007+08:00

(17.07.2009)
look forward for this day to arrive!
another drinking session.
:)

Strip Poker game uh.
:P
sizzling nice bodies. LOL!

To all my friends,
I really LOVE them so so so muchhh!

another drinking session agn yeah. hahaha!

(20.07.2009)
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY, SOCK EE!

2009-07-12T11:38:00.002+08:00

Friday.

OA CA test is finally over.
projects will be up next.
ouchhhhhh~~
I dont feel like doing but I cant.

had lunch with Tet and ZL at Mr Prata.
my first time there uh. LOL!

headed down to my aunt's house after.
dad came to fetch me and grandma back home at 7plus.

I had a really really bad nightmare.
how I wish this nightmare wont come true..

2009-06-27T16:53:00.007+08:00

At Bottle Tree Park on Wednesday.

East Coast Park BBQ session with ETP people.
Thursday.
(:

Home at 12am.
Goodnight!

Friday.
Meeting with my Beloved Friends.
I miss-ed them!
:D :D

{Those sweet memories would never be back to me again anymore.
I'm started to get worried about everything.
Deaths are so unpredictable and life is so fragile.
I pray really hard for everyone's health and this includes every single of my family members especially my grandma.
She had been having walking difficulties eversince my grandpa passed away not long after.}

[Micahel Jackson's death is so sudden,
I was really shocked when I heard this news. :(
There wouldnt be a second Michael Jackson.
Rest In Peace Michael! You would be missed and remembered by every single of us around the world.]

so people,
do really take good care of yourself and stay healthy!
as deaths are unpredictable~

:)

2009-06-21T23:14:00.004+08:00

I feel like cutting short of my hair out of a sudden.
why do I feel this way?
Maybe I want to change an image of myself??
get bored of my long and perm hair.
I realised that I never ever been saying that I'm pretty or what.

why is there someone saying "just wanna wake you up, you are not pretty at all."
I know I'm not that's why need edit image.
F*** you off, freak.
I do not know whether are you joking or what?
who the hell is you uh?? I know you??!

dont let me know who are you, if not..

Hostname: 220.255.7.169
ISP: SingNet Pte Ltd
Organization: SingNet Pte Ltd
Proxy: None detected
Type: Cable/DSL

Country: Singapore
State/Region: 00
City: Singapore
Latitude: 1.2931
Longitude: 103.8558
Area Code:

I can track you down!
dumb ass!

enough of it.
I deleted it.
:)

I still have to go school tmr!!!
awww~

2009-06-18T16:30:00.011+08:00

This post will be flooded with photos.
LOTS & LOTS of photos.
:D

Yesterday.
(17.06.2009)
I went for driving lesson before meeting Tet they all.
Lesson 12.
starting to learn reversing, directional change and right turning.
kind of nervous when I learn reversing. Oh my!
I hit the kerb once. LOL!
luckily the instructor was patient enough. :)

Met up them at Bukit Gombak for my Lunch cum Dinner at MAC.
I need some place with air-condition that's why. :P

Off we go to Clarke Quay at 7pm.
Waited for Fareed and Khai to come at The Central.

But late!!
Ladies went in first at 9.30pm.
The atmosphere was pretty cool.
I love it.

Fareed came at 10plus.
Jess and me went out to fetch him in.
And that stupid stupid Khai didnt pick out my calls and didnt even return to my sms!
How dare him uh?!!
LOL!
He promised he would be coming, in the end .....
......
.......
Alright, forget it! :) :) :)

DANCE DANCE DANCE!!!

Raymond came with his friends to Zirca too.
but didnt have the chance to take photos of him or wit him.
:(

Fareed!

Aftermaths,
out of Zirca at 2am.
drank outside. :)
chit-chat.

Fareed went off at 2plus 3am.
Left the ladies there.
chat chat chat till 4plus and walked to The Central bus stop to slack.
waited for the first train to come.

MAC breakfast at vivo.
Home at 8plus.

Slept at 10am till 2pm. :) :)
I'm awake now.

Driving lesson tmr too.
Right turning and U-turning!
gosh! U-turning!!!
I'm nervous!

(:

2009-06-14T15:53:00.004+08:00

oh yes!
It's the school holidays!
:D :D

Though is School Holidays,
I still have to rush for Four Projects.
awww~
EVM, TPS, OA and YESCOM.
such a good and nice holidays I have uh.
I doubt I will be able to enjoy myself during this holidays. :(

alright,
enough of my grumble and nonsense.
oh yeah, I cant wait for WEDNESDAY to come.
hehehehe! I'm looking forward to such day. (: (:

Driving lessons on Tues, Wednesday and Friday only.
I cant book for the other two weeks of holidays. ALL FULL!
taking School Driving Lessons are just ........!!!
I just hope I can pass before my birthday. :P

AWAITING!!

2009-06-04T23:22:00.005+08:00

I feel so hurt out of a sudden.
I saw something that I really really doesnt want to know about.
The fear. The fear of everything came in a second.
and I do not know what to do.
My heart breaks into pieces.

should I gave up or continue? I do not know how.
Friends for how many years and you treat me like that?!

Tears almost drop when my friends ask me what happened.
I do not want to tell them at all. sadden my heart more.
:(

god, please save me!
my mind is going to break and burst any moment right now.
awwww~

2009-05-20T21:25:00.003+08:00

Last Thurday.
(21.05.2009)

Woke up at 4.40am to prepare myself to help out for the graduation ceremony for the graduates at Dover ITE.
Reached dover station at 6.50am and meet up my friends.

Everything ended at around 11plus and we went to the cafe in the ITE to eat.
Home at 1pm.

It's been really really long time since I saw hot.
Finally, I get to know his name and his age.
He's younger than me by 1 year. Lol!
Hehe.
This is only a side fling of mine. I dont like him.
(:

2009-05-17T20:27:00.008+08:00

cute uh.

LMH. He somehows looks alike to Jerry Yan from Taiwan.
:D
I wonder how come the Korean guys are that hot. Really Hot.
LOL!

I just dont know why I love the songs eh.
Is a pretty nice and sad song after watching Boys Over Flowers.
(:

I cried after watching episode 23 or 24.
Is really touching.
so people, must watch though is another Meteor Garden.

2009-05-12T19:44:00.002+08:00

I'm kind of tired, somehow feels really tired.

I have been wondering,
when the SWINE flu thing will goes away?!
because of the flu, it kills alot of people around the world.
I really pity those people. :(
The flu is changing everyone's life, this includes me too.
We have temperature checking every week.
hai.

and I'm having flu today though not swine flu.
hehe!

Progress Quiz for OA tmr and I have yet study.
awwwww ~

anyway,
I bought another pair of heels again.
money gone!
:P

2009-05-02T10:17:00.002+08:00

will pan and akon.
(:

I got my Sony Ericsson phone back.
I want Sony Ericsson Idou.
cant wait for it to launch. :P :P

2009-04-25T17:53:00.006+08:00

Yesterday.
24.04.2009

Had a early celebration for Mothers' Day.
dinner at Grassroot.
Pictures!

the clown of all. :P

ERIN. (: cute uh.

Ethan. :D
Home Sweet Home at almost 11pm.

Lol!

My dream car of all.
Volkswagen New Beetle Cabriolet.

cost for this car is $108,800.
What the ....!
is pretty pretty expensive seh!

Volkswagen New Beetle

cost: $ 71,300

such a Big difference between this two cars.
Gosh!
Hope the prices of the car will drop. :P
I must really learn how to save money from now on.
No more wasting and spending of money like there's no Tomorrow.

I must start working after getting my ITE cert or Diploma.
I need to get car before I turn 30!
This is my plan from now.
:D :D

2009-04-23T22:49:00.006+08:00

Had a Business Seminar event at Dover ITE.
Left college at 1.50pm.

well, what can I say about this event?
It's motivating but kind of boring. I felt like sleeping thru.
Lol! Lucky I didnt.
before the event starts, we few girls were looking around the auditorium for guys.
really a big LOL LOL LOL!!
but there are a few that I caught attention to. hehe!
oh man! I sounds like I'm desperate or what seh!!
Alright, I shall stop all those crapping of mine.
:P :P :P

Tomorrow driving practical lesson. It's the 5th lessons alr.
I so in love in driving!!

2009-04-18T19:18:00.006+08:00

Back from SSDCL at 4pm.
My Fourth driving lessons. Kind of fun and Interesting.
Though I'm always nervous. Lol!
Went out to the main road to drive yesterday. Today too.
(: cool uh.

Next driving lesson will be at next friday, 24 April.
I have to pass my FTT Trial Test fast before I can book for my FTT.
let me pass during 29 April.
:D :D

2009-04-18T10:33:00.006+08:00

Alright, I realise I really in need to save money.

My first and first Trip to go really far.
Taiwan.
It costs $1300-$1500 for Seven days trip.
Shopping expenses?
$1000-$2000.
Parents allowed me to go but have to pay myself. :(
Lol!

It's always my dream to learn Piano.
Sure costs a bomb to me.

I need to get myself tan too. anyone??
let's go for the Indoor Tanning. (: (: JAS JAS??
:P
Location: No. 7 Lorong Telok Singapore 049020(Behind Boat Quay)

New Phone??
Lol!

For this four things,
I have to save at least $4000 to $5000.
is really a BIG thing for me to do!!
awwww~

i need MONEY PROVIDER!

2009-04-14T18:57:00.014+08:00

Long Long Updated Posts!

Today. 14.04.2009
Second Day of School.
Kind of Boring and Tiring. Got back our Statement of Result. :(
I must really buck up during this semester to obtain at least a GPA 3.
:D :D :D
Fell asleep for few minutes during Events Management Lessons.
Home after that.

Yesterday. 13.04.2009
First day of school. Things didnt get well in my way.
In the morning after having breakfast w my family,
dad was about to send me to school.
Out of a sudden,
.....
.....
.....
his car can't start at all. He tried a few times but can't.
Battery went flat. Was so afraid that I will get to school late.
Luckily, my brother asked one uncle to help us out by connecting his car to my dad's car.
battery to battery.
Indeed, this work. (: (: (: (:
Got to school early.
I missed my classmates so much so much!
Heard from Mrs Cynthia that Izzat will be going Texas at America.
though I already know. Lol!
is Izzat who told me that. :P
He will be only back at next week.
awwww ~

Before school reopens,
I have like tons of pictures to be put inside my blog.
ETP Chalet, Tanning at Sentosa, Drinking at East Coast Park!

ETP Chalet!
29.03.2009-30.03.2009

After Tanning at Sentosa,
Vivo Shopping and Eating!!

Photos and Photos !

2009-03-26T23:49:00.005+08:00

at Zhenling's house on 17.03.2009.
cam-whoring.
Lol!

Sentosa's Trip on Tuesday was ruined!
by .....
the WEATHER!!!
awwww ~
cant even sun tan at all.
sat there picnic and enjoy the sea breeze. is so boring.

after, we went Vivo to shop and eat.
pamper myself with a New 'Guess' wallet and a 'Professional Nail Kit'.
cost me more than $100 for just 2stuffs.
x( x)

met Aunt up at Tampines mall.
There's a promotion for a Polo Ralph Lauren perfume and a bag for just $149.
Gosh! I had a urge to buy suddenly.
Is cheap eh. :D :D
Promotion ends at 27 March which is tomorrow. Lol!

2009-03-25T11:44:00.007+08:00

Miss Erin babieee ~
She's cute uh.

Ethan.

Zoo Trip with my cousin's family.

The crocodiles are MATING.

Lol!!! ~

awesome uh~

The White Tigers. :D

will upload more tonight.

still editing. :P

2009-03-23T20:07:00.006+08:00

weeks and weeks since I update my blog.
awww ~
I'm getting tired easily nowadays.
and I do not know why. :P

heard from my cousin that SONY ERICSSON is launching a Touchscreen phone later at this year.
gosh ~
I'm gonna get it for sure.
she asked me to go checked the Sony Ericsson website for more info and I found out.
(:
is Idou.~

love it! ~

lazy to post photos on my blog today.
will upload them together with tmr Sentosa's trip.
:D :D :D

Ben's Birthday.

2009-03-06T11:38:00.009+08:00

05.03.2009
met up with Ben Chia & Jiayi.
as usual, Miss Lady was late.
late for 30minutes.
Lol! HAHAHA!!! ~

Had our lunch at Fish & Co. (: (: (: (:

we spent almost 3hours at Fish & Co.

oooooo ~~

walked to esplanade roof terrace to take photos.

When three of Us were together,

Ben Ben !!

taken by Miss Lady Jiayi. Lol!

unglam!!!!!

unwrapping his presents from us.

:) :) :)

then to Marina Square Starbucks Coffee,

spent 3 to 4 hours there.

chit chat !!!

I miss MR KEVIN !

wasted he can't come. x( x(

home at 11pm.
As for Jiayi, she went to find WeeSan and KitYee.
Wee San, clever uh. call my phone to find Jiayi. :P :P

Ben went back to Coffee Club for meeting.

06.03.2009
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO BEN CHIA !!!
x) x) x) x)

2009-03-03T08:18:00.007+08:00

02.03.2009
Happy Birthday to Zhongyan! (: (: (: (: (: (:

supposely I should be studying today.
but I cant focus.

met Jiayi up at Far east Plaza at 3pm.
shop-shop-shop.
Finally found something suitable for him.
haha!
We saw Jiang Chen Xi at Taka.
Lol!

thought of giving him a surprise but in the end....
We cant.
something crops up.
Nvm, still
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM!!! xD xD xD

2009-02-26T20:55:00.002+08:00

counting down 4days to zhongyan's birthday.
counting down 8days to Benjamin Chia's birthday.
lots of upcoming birthday coming up.
awww ~
planning in progress again!!

Exams will start in another 2weeks.
9 and 10 March.
God bless for my results.

Black.

2009-02-22T20:46:00.002+08:00

I'm emotionally hurt today.
everything dont seem to be getting along with my way.
quarrel with my mum because of small little thing.
the small little thing seems to be my younger brother.
he really hurt me. what kind of sister am I ?!~
bro scolded us because of him too! This was the first time bro scolded me!
I and my younger bro cant along well! I try myself to be a good sister but ...
everytime he hurts my feelings!!

I cut, I cried.
I feel so useless suddenly. I feel really really useless.
mum came and ask me what can she do to make me feel happy.
please! I dont know what to say. She should knows it the best!
alright, this stupid little quarrel can be partially my fault. but you have too!

Now, F*** off.

photos updated!

2009-02-11T19:08:00.010+08:00

Last Wednesday:
MISSION IMPOSSIBLE.
drenched!
x(

NITEC GRADUATION CEREMONY AT DOVER ITE.
06.02.2009.

TODAY.
11.02.2009.
TAMAN JURONG BOWLING PLACE.

Mrs Cynthia.

Valentine's Day coming.

and I gonna stay at home I think.

Lol!

such a boring year!!

x( x( x(

2009-02-04T17:33:00.013+08:00

I haven't been updating my blog that often.
been busying with quite a handful of things.
Valentine's bazaar (love blossoms), POM project, ETP project, BCM project(oral&role)
waaaaa ~
I didnt know that in ITE can be quite stress too.
Lol!

Chinese New Year. (:

Visited Mrs Ang on Last Saturday.
Her Son. Lionel.

Today.
Having our 'Mission Impossible' game at East Coast Park.

Had to cycle to find the clues.
Out of a sudden, it rained so heavily seh.
All of us were drenched. Damn drenched!!
F***!
Cycled in the rain. First time in my life that I got drenched so badly.
awww ~
had to sit cab home. My body and legs are aching now.
I dont think I will be able to attend school tmr.
I'm falling sick.

*I will upload more photos agn as photos are at Guga's phone.* xD

2009-01-21T20:31:00.003+08:00

here to update myself.

BTT test on 5.40pm.
Not really alot of people there.
what can I say?
Test: PASSED!
finally uh. (:

Going to book FTT and take my PDL tmr maybe.
I'm lacking of time. Lots of projects still undone yet.
Gosh ~
And I'm in the Chinese New Year mood now.
Lol!

2009-01-10T14:41:00.005+08:00

School starts for One Week already.
And students from my class are getting bored each day.
an urge of not going school anymore.
I feel very very very Tired.
Projects Projects Projects !~
Still left ETP Project Two Presentation,
ETP Project Three and Presentation,
POM Project Two.
There's still so much to go, POM and BCM exams are coming up soon in March.
After exams, holidays till April.
I cant wait for holidays to come...

*Parents allow me to go Taiwan.
Cool eh ~
But still not confirm when. Going with my ETP club people.
I need to start saving now. That's what dad said.
Have to pay for myself. *

GREASE THE MUSICAL PERFORMANCE preview
DAY: 7th January 2009.
Venue: ITE College East Simei

2009-01-07T02:30:00.000+08:00

It's 2.30am now.
and I'm finally done with my ETP project.
really tired.

Today,
school ends at 3pm and I was only back home by 5pm.
bath, prepare myself to go out.
had dinner with those friends again.
PORRIDGE DINNER.
Lol.

Home at around 10pm.
started to do my project immediately.
alright,
I really quite pissed off when I was supposed to do my project and you keep asking me what can you do.
this is not the first time alright. forget it.
it's over.
though is over for now, but more to come.
and I really need help now!!
having such a bad headache from just now till now.
save me please!~

2009-01-05T09:43:00.002+08:00

Currently In: School
First day of school life in 2009.
Supposed to reach school at around 8.30am but there's Jam at the Expressway.
Reached at 9am.
I'm doing my BCM now,
teacher teaching while I'm updating my blog.
Lol!

Some of the photos will be uploaded when I'm back home.
Need to rush finish my ETP project.
DEADLINE: 7Jan!!

welcome 2009!

2008-12-31T19:40:00.005+08:00

JiaWen is counting down to 2009!
I cant wait for 2009 to come.
There's really alot of things happened in Year 2008.
More sadness to happiness. x(
I want go countdown with my friends but I cant.
Having counting down with my family. still not bad! (:
Counting down: 4hours and 20minutes.
I hope Year 2009 will be a good year for me!
I cant wait cant wait!!!!!

(29.December.2008)
woke up at 4.40am to start bathing, preparing myself.
Dad woke up at 5.30am to drive me to Mediacorp.
Thankyou Dad!
Have to make-up and change and off to Nanyang Junior College at 8am.
Filming and shooting till 6plus 7pm.
Though I do not have much shoot. HAHA!
x)
Tiring and Boring.
Early in the morning in the Make-up Room,
I saw Joshua Ang, Sebastian Leong Wai Keong, Constance Song, Alan Tern and Theresa Tseng.
After a while,
I saw Adrian Pang, Julian Hee driving their car in to Mediacorp.
Ann Kok, Huang Shi Nan.

After shooting,
back to Mediacorp to collect back my Identification Card.
Took cab down to town to meet Ben.
jiayi jiayi jiayi!
she was late. Lol!
She took cab down too. xP
Crapped with them.
I love them so much! and ben can be my listening ear.
such a good friend and bro. i'm glad that I get to know him.
anyway, Kevin supposed to come too but he was busy.
nvm. Other day let's go out tgt again!
Home at 10.50pm.
Bath and waited for my hair to dry.
Slept at 2am.

2008-12-23T15:25:00.005+08:00

I'm back from Genting.
(:
reached Singapore at only 11pm.
such a tiring trip. been in the bus for 8hours.
Took some nice photos from my phone and camera.
However, the card from my camera is spoilt.
what the *** !! There's really alot of photos inside!
awwww~

Second Day,

Overall, what I can say about.
The hotel room given to us is really really small.
arghhhhhh!
Nvm.
Going there next year or next next year agn.

*I did went inside the Casino.
First time of my life. Unbelieveable!
Legal Age to go in: 21years old.
and I wore slippers in. which is not allowed.
HA!

wanted to go in the second time but not allowed alr.
is alright, at least I did went in once and play.
COOL!
Dad lost few thousands ringgit there.*

17.12.2008

2008-12-18T10:16:00.003+08:00

the Wedding Dinner Yesterday,
I didnt take pictures of those couples.
WASTED!
*the bride somehow looks like Jessica Liu Zhi Xuan from Mediacorp,*

I look quite Retarded. Lol!

Home at 11.30pm.

2008-12-16T20:51:00.007+08:00

3 more days to gooo ~
and I'm going Genting highlands.
kind of exciting and tiring.
have to wake up at 5am to prepare myself.
you know I need more time to prepare myself than to my family.
Girls are like that.Lol!

Alright.
Yesterday.
I went for my Basic Theory Trial Test early in the morning.
Trial Test starts at 8.15am.
And I'm there at 7.45am.
Is kind of early to take test uh.
but, good thing is...
There's not really alot of people there.
Cool.
Test Result: 46/50 (Passed)
Come On~ Is only a Trial!!!

went Amk Hub after my test.
I saw Baoyin.
She still need to go school,So sad!! ~ HA!
Back to SSDC at 9.30am as my Basic Theory Test starts at 10.30am.
Test Result: Failed!!
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW ~ ~ ~
How can I fail my test?!!!
forget it. Book another slot for Test again.
And is NEXT YEAR (21st Jan 2009)!
still need to wait for so longgg.

After test,I went to find my mum.
She's working.
back home at 1pm.
Bath and prepare myself.
Meet Jiayi at 3plus.
Here is where we went to:

We went for the Chinese Drama Audition.
Nervous and Excited!! (:
Oh my!
After the audition, Jiayi and me dont feel like going for acting anymore.
LOL LOL LOL!
last minute regret. nvm.
headed to town. I really in need of $$$$$
I need $$$$$~
haven even start to shop for new year's clothings.

crapped with jiayi and settle dinner at Long John.
home after.
I'm having lots of blisters~

Today.
Have to go to Mediacorp again for Table Tennis thing.
more than 1year didnt touch our bats alr.
godness!
stayed at there till 5plus and back home.
oh ya, we saw

2008-12-10T21:59:00.003+08:00

late photos. Updated!

agnes b.

purple flower. (:

During the X'Mas Bazaar.

The Pushcart.

is really a nice burger. tasty sia. good job guys!

the guy who is selling burger.

salleh.

fareed.

Tiring..

2008-12-05T14:11:00.003+08:00

I'm freaking tired,
and I dont know why.

Yesterday X'mas Bazaar was quite a success.
Earn a profit of $40.
Not bad actually. still left 8 sachets.

Today lessons end early. At around 11am.
home at 12plus.

Monday.

Went to meet my lovely friends for movie.
Wanning didnt come. I miss you, Wanning! (:
Kuan, Fusheng came too. xD
Kuan's hairstyle really RETRO sia. :P
Watch Movieeee,

Quite a nice movie.
Home after that.

Meet Up Agn Soon okay, Ladies!!!
x)

Hey, Jy.
shhhhhh...
dont tell anyone our little thingg.
ha.

thinking of --,

2008-12-03T20:27:00.007+08:00

Having a X'mas Bazaar tomorrow.

I wonder will people buy?
We need to earn profits. (:

Yesterday,

went to Tekka Mall to purchase the things needed for the Bazaar tomorrow.

Really have lots of Christmas stuffs there. Oh My,

At that point of time,

I really can feel the atmosphere of Christmas.

Christmas is coming soon ~ cool.

Today,

special day for Fu and Thaslim.

because it's their .....

BIRTHDAY!

hope they did enjoy themselves. (:

going to do a change in my hairstyle.

I want dye to another colour.

I dont want to have BLACK HAIRR.

LOL!

I'm thinking of him right now,

this moment.

2008-11-29T14:54:00.002+08:00

pro-long picture,

a ballon drew by Izzat to me. ha.

Today.
saw bao, ying xiu and thiam jin at the SSDC.
they went to have their trial test too.
(:

2008-11-27T21:43:00.002+08:00

today.
rushed to finish our POM project.
we finally finished it. yeah!
two weeks more to go and i'm having holidays!
cool seh.

Schedule:
15 Dec 2008- Basic Theory Test. (10.30am)
18 or 19 Dec 2008 - trip to Genting Highlands.
21 Dec 2008- back to Singapore.

I'm freaky tired!

Test dates:
02 Dec 2008- BCM Listening Comprehension
10 Dec 2008- POM CA Test. Unit 1 to 6.

tet let us listen to this song.
and i can feel that 'CHRISTMAS is around the corner'
(:

hurrayyy,

2008-11-25T20:17:00.004+08:00

I'm sick again.
throat is killing me. i hate having sore throat!

school really boring.
i dont know why i have a urge not to go school anymore
though holidays are two weeks later.
i wanna meet my dearest friendssss,
everyoneeee. :)
is been months since i meet them up.
lol!

(23.11.2008)
attend the 'Entreprise Race'.
is kind of like 'Amazing Race',
we have to go to the given location and do something in order to get to another location.
reached clarke quay at 7.10am.
had to meet at the atrium @ clarke quay.
and is the first time i took 2 or 3times cabb in one day.
shiok!~
ha.
for joining this race and if you get 1st,
you can get $2000.
pretty cool right?! xD

pictures of the dayy,
"RECRUITS WITH NO GUNS"!
what a name, lol!

suppose to have 4guys, one dont want to take photo.
:P
they are from same school too but different team.
competing with them too.
ha.

anyway, is pretty fun playing this race.
we won something for ourselves.
cool seh.
(:
supposely to reach home at 3pm,
something happened. due to family problems.
and i was home at only 5pm.
i'm really tiredd nowwww.

2008-11-22T13:19:00.003+08:00

supposely to have my THEORY TRIAL TEST today.
and when i went inside the room,
i try to log in my account but cant.
it said that i didnt book for the current slot.
i was like WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON ?!
my bro did use his card to pay for me first through internet booking.
but it showed nothing on my account page !!
ASS ASS ASS ASS ASS ASS ASS
ASS ASS ASS ASS ASS ASS ASS !

raise my hand up and told the officer ?
he helped me and asked me to log in again but CANT .
told me to go down and take refund.
waited for a short while and a lady served me.
she told me that the slot that i book for is showing a pending sign.
asked me to go home and take the transaction sheet from my bro.
and i booked another date for the trial test.
is on the 29November, 11.30am.

tmr,
i'm having ENTREPRISE RACE.
have to meet at clarke quay at 7.30am .
that means i have to wake up at 5plus to prepare myself
and ready to go at 6.30pm.
awwwwww ~

scary teeth ?!

2008-11-18T21:27:00.002+08:00

I'm bored. I'm tired.
I didnt attend school yesterday.
school is quite a boring place.
though I have a bunch of really lovelys friends !
xD

projects, projects and more projects ! ~

I cant wait for my threeeeee weeks holidays !
13 DECEMBER.

friends forever.

2008-11-13T16:00:00.002+08:00

i really really love them so so muchh lah !! ~

ITE..

all these friends can be really cool.

Best Friends Forever - Tweenies

2008-11-03T07:00:00.000+08:00

it's sunday.
and i ask dad to drive me to book forr the driving test.
and he did.
reached there at around 10am.
early ??
(:
listen to the instructor some talks on the driving thing.
and down go i went for payment and register.

15 DECEMBER 2008, 10.30am ~
my basic theory test !
hope can pass uh.

went serangoon garden to settle breakfast cum lunch.

undefine.

2008-10-21T14:34:00.000+08:00

my birthday.
it's my 18th birthday yeah.
but i hate this birthday of mine. 21.10.2008.
and i do not know why.
why why why.

anyway, thanks for my friends for all the gifts.
i really appreciated.

3 roses ? (:

given by nyssa. it's really very unique.

THANK YOU SO SO MUCHHH ! ~

family did celebrate my birthday with me at night.

thank you!

though i wish is that someone who celebrate my birthday with me.

and i know this is really really impossible at all!

i need him.'

for some people during their 18th birthday,

they really can celebrate well and celebrate happily with their friends or loved ones.

for me, i doubt i can.

it's pretty sad for me.

and i decided not to celebrate any birthday anymore.

day before 21st.

2008-10-20T10:28:00.000+08:00

HOW I WISH THERE'S NO TOMORROW .
I WANTED TO SKIP OVER TO 22nd Oct.
WHY THERE'S 21st Oct IN THE CALENDAR ??!
I REALLY HATE IT.
LAST FEW YEARS, I WILL BE HOPING FOR 21st TO COME.
LOTS OF CURIOUSNESS AND EVERYTHING.
THIS YEAR, I DONT FEEL THIS WAY.
RATHER IS ANOTHER WAY ROUND.
I FEEL LIKE CRYING OUT LOUD.
BUT NO ONE WILL CARE.
I FEEL SO HOPELESS, HELPLESS.
FRIENDS ARE NOT BY MY SIDE.

ALRIGHT, TEARS ARE DROPPING DOWN NOW.
BUT I DO NOT KNOW WHY.
SOMETIMES, I REALLY FEEL TO HANG MYSELF.
IF I REALLY HANG, I DO NOT HAVE ANY MORE TROUBLES AND THOUGHTS.
EVERYTHING IS LIKE GONE.
I NEED SOMEONE TO LOVE.

Love is going further apart.
I do not dare to tell him 'I LOVE HIM'.
'I NEED HIM'.
Maybe he alr had someone in mind ?
I DO NOT KNOW ANYTHING AT ALL.
I DID ADMIRE SOME OF THE GUYS.
BUT NONE CAME.

2008-10-01T18:44:00.000+08:00

a new blog formed.

i have found that i have been changing blogs ! ~

and is either blogger or livejournal !

i'm starting a new life from now. ~

anyway,

HAPPY CHILDRENS' DAY !